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Atlanta Bread Bakery [17 Apr 2005|09:40pm]
[ mood | content ]

I got a new job! Yay for me. It's at Atlanta Bread Bakery. I will be a cashier. No more cashier at F-town for me anymore. I'm so happy. But I'm going to miss MY ANGELA so much! The only thing that sucks really, is that... I'm going to be getting paid 6.50 an hour at Atlanta. At Foodtown I get 6.95. But then again, I won't have to get Union Dues out of my paycheck. I don't know. I'll see how it goes. I'll probably like it. Thalia got a job with me there too.

Junior prom is coming soon. I'm so excited, I can't wait!

Yeah well, I'm going to go now. I'm actually pretty tired.. and it's only a quarter to ten. That's early fo rme, so I might as well take advantage of it.

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And it continues... [14 Apr 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Ok, I'm really pissed. I got into a big fight with Rebecca. She was being an uber bitch. And I just want to make this clear to anyone and everyone.

If you don't like me, get over it and deal with it, or just don't be friends with me. I don't care. I really don't. You make think I'm an asshole for the things I say to people, but I don't care. Because that's who I am. No, not an asshole. I have a mouth. A working one, in fact. If someone's an asshole to me, I don't let them hurt me. I stand up for myself. Yeah, I still may get hurt in the end, it's happened, but at least I stood up for myself, and I that gives me respect for myself.

So... if you don't like me.. boo-hoo. Get over it. Later.

p.s. To Olivia (__infatuated), it was very nice talking to you today. Caught up on a lot. And we will hang out soon.

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A Simple Prayer [11 Apr 2005|10:01pm]
[ mood | creative ]

And he bowed his head to Ganesa.

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The God of wisdom and art. Such a fair god.
But what is religon? Is there this god?
Is their that god?
Every "God" seems to be alike.
Take your pick, I say. On fraud.

You are not alone.

And he prayed to the 9 muses
Becoming a slave to them
Asking for faith
Asking for direction

Calliopet, Clio,
Erato, Euterpe,
Melpomene, Polyhymnia,
Terpsichore, Thalia,

Oh, Polyhymnia, give me strength
to create the art that I need to.
Give me free. Liberate me.

Relearn the mental pain.

poetry has locked me in,
i swallowed the key with a grin.

In struggle; with respect,

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Cut it out for me this time. [06 Apr 2005|10:28pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Well, today was aight. First of all, the weather. 70 degrees, maybe higher? I think so. I loved every second of it. It was so nice out. And I think tomorrow is supposed to be like that as well, which is good, because it's my day off! My dad is supposed to be coming down, then later I'll be going to the gym.

Hm. I don't really know what to write about right now. I'm not happy. Sad. Depressed. Angry. I'm blank. (Hence the mood I chose for this entry.) Actually, I'm more happy than anything else. I'm in a good mood I guess. I'm really excited for Junior Prom. Me and Kier bought our bids today, which is cool. We're at Table 15. Heh. It's going to be...

Me, Angela
Kiersten, Mark
Thalia, Jessica
Kiersten's Friend/Kiersten's Other Friend
Becca, Melissa

So yeah. It's all good. I can't wait. Me and Angela are planning on going... not in the "correct state of mind." They say stuff like that will get you in mad trouble. But, actually that's bringing it with you. We're not bringing anything in there. We will be attending just, a little messed up. Ah, whatever. It's all good. If I wanna go to prom stoned, damn it I will. Heh

I guess I'm gonna go now. Nothing really to talk about.
Later, kids.


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Silent War [05 Apr 2005|09:14pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Oh god, I love this song so much. I keep playing it. This and "Under My Umbrella" and "Circles." (All by Incubus.) I'm in such the mood for this. I love it so much. Anyway, school was, eh, alright today I guess. Yeah, so I walk to work today, with Kier, thinking I start at 2:30. I didn't. I started at 3:15. Which sucked. I got out later (8), and I had to sit at Ftown longer, waiting to start. Eh, whatever. Tomorrow I work 2:30-6:30. I have to stay after with Kier to buy the bids for junior prom. Me and MY ANGELA are going together. XD Look at how cute we are:

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Yeah, so. It was so nice out today. I went on my break, and I went outside to have a cigarette, and I just didn't want to go back inside. It was so nice out, and warm. It was great. I can't wait for summer. And I think I might, I just might, go to the beach? I love the beach, but I haven't gone in years. Pretty much because I'm uncomfortable with my appearance. But I have lost weight. I eat healthier, and I go to the gym quite often. I've been lacking, but I will get back. I love working out though. And It's paying off. I want to be nice and fit for the summer.

Peace and love, children.

"Seeing you is like
pulling teeth,
and hearing your voice is like
chewing tin foil"

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My mistake was trusting you... [03 Apr 2005|04:12am]
[ mood | numb ]

Ok, so. I was just watching a video of me, Keith, Melody, and Thalia from the summer. It sucks. because we all hung out all the time. And me a Keith = inseperable. Ask anyone. The only time we didn't hang out is when I went to California for vacation. It sucks so much. Because, yes, he honestly fucked me up. He screwed me over, and I am still very upset over it. He was my best friend. My best fucking friend, and now he's just another face in the hallway. And I don't care what he thinks of me, but his reason for terminating our friendship was stupid. Because you know what? Anything he heard gives him no reason to throw away such a great friendship. And yes, I do think he was a true friend. I'm not going to say "he wasn't a true friend, because this happened." It's just... people changed, he changed... for the worse. And the most fucked up part, is the face that there was absolutely no closure whatsoever. He just stopped talking to me, and had some people tell me why or whatever, but he never got the balls to say it to my face, call me, IM me, even write me a fucking note, which would have been low itself, but it would have been better than nothing, which is what I got. And I want him to read this. I want him to know he hurt me. I want him to know I miss him. I want him to know that I won't have another friend like him. And I want him to know that I will never forget him. I want him to know that I had so much fun when we were friend. I want him to know that I will never talk about him horribly. I want him to know all of this. Even though we will most likely never speak again. And I want him to know that it's his fault. I've bit my tongue too long, and I had to get this out. I don't think it's going to help me feel any better, or help forget anymore. But I just had to get it out. I don't know what I did to recieve the bad karma for this friendship, but hopefully I'm just taking one for the team. Peace and love kids. It needs to happen, and I wish you luck. I'm out.

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My name is pain. [02 Apr 2005|12:40am]
[ mood | artistic ]

It was a night of lies.
It was a sick, quick compromise
It was the devil in his eyes.
It was innocence slithering down her thighs.

So. Yeah. The pope died? I don't really know. I think he did, and they're just hiding it. Everything is hidden from us. Everything worked by religion and government. That is why I don't believe in either. So, since the pope passed away, or didn't, or will, or.. whatever.. Will the revelation come? Will the world end? Is armageddon going to occur? Supposidly the pope dies, 7 years passes, and in 2012 the world will end. In fire. This is said in the "bible." But who are we to believe this? A book that was written, then re-written, and edited. And we, well some of us as Catholics, are supposed to just... follow the rules of the "book." Well. No. I don't believe this. I don't follow this. I was raised a Catholic. To believe that we live, we sin, we repent, die, and go to heaven. I did the Sunday school thing. Church every week. But then. It just stopped. I stopped going. I stopped being brain-washed. People ask me, "do you believe in God?" My answer: "I don't believe in RELIGION." Why? Because it's bullshit. There was one religion at first, and it just expanded. People took one religion and modifyed it so they could be happy with the rules, and gave it a new name. So maybe the world will end. Maybe I'm wrong about some stuff, maybe I'm right? But until then...

Religion has failed us.
Our leaders has failed us.
All we have left... is art.


Welcome back... me. [30 Mar 2005|03:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]

It's been a while, but I am back. I've missed my little journal, and I'm glad to have returned. I was going to start right back from my old name, but my life has changed so much since then, and I figured I'd start out fresh on a clean slate. And this journal will be friends only. (When I get the time to change it.) Peace.

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